December 2011
17 posts
Realise my soul.
Feeling unknown and you’re all alone, flesh and bone by the telephone. Look into the receiver, I’ll make you a believer.
Take second best, put me to the test, things on your chest that you need to confess. I will deliver, you know I’m a forgiver.
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Let’s sit still, against this grill, hold me tight, in this chilly night. Won’t you now? Hear me speak, though I’m weak, sometimes it may hurt, but trust my word.
Damn it.
Sleep eludes me, guilt engulfs me.
I adore.
Close your eyes, hold your breath, let your heartbeat be the only sound in the room, be the only thing i’m fighting for. It’s hard i know, but you and me, we’re gonna make the stars shine. Let the raindrops be the only thing that covers your face, and nothing more.
Bleak.
Stress so stress, every living day’s an insurmountable test. How hard i fight, every night to close these eyes, with all my might.
Forgive me i plead.
Hanging here just by a thin thread. Perhaps it’d be doing me a favour by a snip of it, cause i’m too stress tryna have to guess.
Reflections.
Speak, don’t talk. Listen, don’t hear. Live, not just to survive. Road ahead’s gonna be one hell of a dark patch. Trudge it all alone I could do, but if you’re willing to stick it out with me I’mma promise you we’ll walk through this. If love is what you need, a soldier is what I’ll be.
Things you’d expect to be, having effect on me. Pass undetectedly, but everyone knows what’s got me. Takes me completely, touches you sweetly, reaches so deeply, I know nothing can stop me.
Someday i just want myself to be free from hoping, wishing and expecting because nothing hurts more than the disenthrallment of all your prayers coming to nought. Maybe it’s better, better to just sleep it off. Sleep and never awake again. That’d be the best thing that could possibly happen to me now.
I promise.
I promised you forever. Forever is a long time, but I’mma keep true to my words. Through it all I’m still gonna love you. I’ll never leave, not even if you ask me to. Your happiness is my world and I want for you to be forever smiling. Never gonna stop loving you be it through the good and bad times. I’ll be there through you worst fucking day and your best fucking night....
Joy
Somehow, it seems like a long measure of time since I’ve felt that way. Over the little things perhaps I’d even give to feel this way. Maybe it’s time to stop taking things with such a childish approach, and time to unleash the guile side of me.